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Friday, July 2, 2010

Our living options

Is this funny to anyone else other than me??

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We both stay: NOT POSSIBLE. NO OPTIONS. BOTTOM OF THE COOKIE BAG.

· Shaina has job.

· No place to stay

· No money for place to stay

· Chris/ Happiness

· Beach

· Not in cedar

· Pain

· Stress.. lots of stress.. bringing pimples lots of pimples.

Meagan Stay’s/Shaina goes home: NOT POSSIBLE. NO ID-NO JOB-NO HOUSE

· Meagan has no job

· Meagan can’t get job w/ no ID

· Shaina works in Cedar

· Workout with pa

· Family

· Family

· Chris

· Alone

· No transportation

· No place to stay

· No ma

· No family

· No friends

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Meagan & Shaina go home: ONLY OPTION. EXCEPT- NO WAY TO PAY TO GET HOME & THE SADNESS OF LEAVING.

· Possibility of working in Brian head

· Jobs

· Gym

· Dad to train us

· Mom to tutor us

· James to mentor Meagan

· Someone to mentor Shaina

· No “ home”

· No job

· Place to stay

· Family

· Nieces and nephew

· Photography

· USCG

· No chris

· No happiness

Options once we are in Cedar:

· Work in Brian Head

· Get own apartment with Meagan? –Con- paying rent & food –pro- alone. Together. Able to live how we want. Eat what we want. Sleep when we want. Shower when we want. Cry when we want. Laugh when we want. Sing when we want. Dance how we want. Be lazy when we can.

· Get own apartment with pa? – con- paying rent & food

· Move to California? –pro & con- live in mikes motor home – con- paying rent and food- pro- finally home and amongst friends- con- no job.

· Go to school – con- hate schools in Utah- pro- pay off debt- educate- more rank in USCG – place to live

· Live with Elijah

· Train with Elijah

· Live on Ma’s couch - con- it’s a couch- its at home- pro- no rent, no cost of food. Free car. Lots of fruit. Lots of ice cream. Lots of movies. Lots of alone time. Blaring music. Freedom. Way to live as a mysliwiec again. –con- jamon and kelan.

· Pro- more options in going home. Being able to survive.

· Con- can’t pay ticket home.

OPTIONS FOR TOMORROW:

· Die

· Different methods of suicide

· Live in Banyan tree- pro- alone- love banyan- con- alone- Brandon’s hang out – ppl will find out- cardinas- its dark, no shower, and it’s a banyan tree.

· Use 100$ we have for hostel/Tent camping

· Call President Bauer and beg for a place to stay.

· Call Mom and Dad; ask for hostel help until next check... than go home.

1 comment:

  1. "Different methods of suicide"
    We were in such a morbid state.
    although- we could have died in good ol' mr. Banyan.
    That would have been a happy death.

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